Sunday, December 4, 2011

kusut

salam....
lama gla ak x updated...qitu jnji nk update tp lupa + byk qeja(wt2 byk ja)...
tgk tjuk entry p0n dh tw kn ak nie brmasalah..
ak x tw la...dh puas ak paksa dri ak 'think p0sitive asrea'
BUT i CAN'T.....
dh trlalu penat.....let i reveal ke ok.....
s0wi if entry ak mnyakitkn byk pihak....ak just nk trus terang...
c0z ak susah nk berckp...nk s0h ak berckp mmg x la ak bercakap...
n ak akn m0re pendam kn n biaq aku yg ase...aku yg skit....


yes...ak nie selfish....bkn pnjual ikn oke....tp pntingkn dri....
bb ak x mmpu nk puaskn aty semua org...
xmmpu nk jga aty semua org....
tp da hmpa jg aty ak???????
lnsg x ase nya...
kal0 yg da jga 2 thanx al0t la kn.....

ak x tw npa aty ak nie keras sgt nk tima pa yg org wt slah ngn ak....
ak dh pesan kt byk org...jgn wt ak sentap....
yes ak bkan queen nk kna jga aty ak ja kn...
BUT RESPECT me.....
n SKALI ak sentap mmg la aty ak nie akn pyh sgt nk ok....
dia ok p la sat...pas 2 jd sebal blik....

ttg idup kt sini...siesly ak nk reveal kt sini ak x suka dduk sebilik ngn budak 1 kelas....
ak ase idup ak 0.....xtw npa.....
s0wi if hg trasa....but 2 la realiti dia...
wt pa ak nk selindung2 kn....
yes...actually ak dh ty byk pndapt...n de answer is SAME.....
'better jgn stay in 1 r00m wit ur classmate'
hampa nk kata ak pa ka kata la....
but ak taw hmpa p0n ase bnda yg sma......
jgn tipu dri sendri...
last2 t jd cm ak....trlalu pendam n benda ni akn jd dendam....
benda yg kita xsuka but trpaksa suka....ohhh g0sh!!!!
damm hurting....;(

spnjang ak bljaq dlu ak x penah ag d0k ngn classmate n ak selesa...
but n0t ak dpt ase beza dia.....
mmg dri segi STUDY ak xkisah...
nth la...after hg bca entry nie...hg nk benci ka nk dendam ke nk maki ka...
just g0 ahead.....ak just luah pa yg ak ase....dh xmmpu dh nk smpan lam aty nie....
kt sni bkn masalh kwan @ what la kn...
de pr0blem kt sini AK X B0LEH STAY 1 BILIK WIT MY OWN CLASSMATE.........
2 ja.....


yes myb de antara hmpa akn kata ak ni xtw bersyukur kn...
tp lantak p la....ak yg ase perit....bukan hampa......
ak x tw npa bnda kecik nie ak ase besaq......
bla ak ty experience org len semua akn lalui benda yg sma....

myb sesetgh org akn ase..eeeee...best la d0k ngn kwn skelas....
tp hampa pkq x yg kwn hmpa 2 ska x....kal0 hampa 2 jenis yg mmg klik ka mmg dh bek gla2
@ kwn c0molot abs la kn.....xkisah la......
but 4 me kwn gitu mmg limited sgt......
ak p0n de ja kwn gitu...yg ak selesa begaul....cite masalh....


dat it....ak kt sni...nk mntak maaf dri ujung rmbut pai ujung kaki...
ak da lagi 2 n half years nk duduk kt sni.....
s0 plz....ak xmw ruin kn hubungn kita....
n ak ase better we duduk asing ja....
yes mb in future ak akn pk ak yg b0d0h...
bb akn sshkn dri nk wt gr0up projek or wat.....
tp ak ase 2 lg better 4 us 2 kn0w more b0ut each other.....

yes dri segi study u tipt0p larh!!!!!
ak salute hg......hg excellent........
ak still akn cri hg t0k belajaq..
bb ak ni sl0w cm kura2.....
tp if hg p0n x selesa dh ngn ak pas bca p0st nie ak fhm....
bkn nk mntk simpti ok....
ilmu yg nk dtuntut n yg diajar perlu ikhls.....(hg lg tw bnda2 ni c0z hg penah sk0lah agma)
2 ja ok......

s0wi once again......
kal0 da yg ase x ptt ak bkk pek0ng kt sini...
k0t2 da yg akn kta..'ek eleh minah ni....xyh nk cite ttg hal blik la...settle sendiri la..ckp dpn2 la'
kal0 da la ckp gitu ak tingin sgt nk ty..awat hampa 2 brani ka wat cm hampa ckp 2?????ckp b0leh la weh...wat tgk lu.....kal0 hampa brani wat gtu mksudnya aty hmpa 2 kering k0ntang....xdak ase malu...sedey..segan....
abis2 sgt p0n pas gtw pa yg x kena c0nfirm masam muka bermgu2.....
ak dh da experience.....
bkn semua org ley tima kita s0und dpan2...even ckp berhemah.....


tp ni larh cra ak.....
kal0 andai 1 ary t da karma t0k ak....
ak redha....
mna la taw da yg x puas aty kt ak(byk ja ak ase)
depa pakat2 d0k tibai n tabuh ak rmai2 lam bl0g ka fb ka kn....
tyme 2 i n0w dat my karma..........
but nie la yg terbuku lam aty aku.....
s0wi once again........


tgl 2 m0re weeks nk final....
n ak h0pe ak n hg ley success...
2 d0a ak....n ak ykn hg ly success cm slalu......
tq kawan c0z byk ajr ak slama nie....
salam....

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