again

salam....

it happen again...

actually ak x tw nk gtw cm mna....

dis is n0t ab0ut anyb0dy....any0ne...

it is ab0ut MYSELF...

ab0ut love,heart....

ak xsuka sbenaq nya bla sentuh all of dis part...

tp ak xmmpu lg nk pendam...xmmpu nk trus menerus tipu......

tipu spa????

tipu dri ak n tipu si dia....

yes!! i admit... ak ska,syg,rindu kt dia....

tp CINTA??? L0VE??

ak xtw....sebenaq nya ak dh t0l2 dh berserah kt ALLAH b0ut my j0do...

ye la...cinta cm na p0n kal0 xdak j0do it will be n0thing..

2 la msalh ak skarng...

tersepit dantara 2 org yg ak syg....ak ngku yg ak pnting dri...

22 ak syg...n ak x maw khlangn 22...

but i kn0w it is IMPOSSIBLE....

ak mcm nk lri jauh2 dri semua nie...

tp xguna....mybe senang bg sesetgh org kte..

'ala lpa kn ja depa 2'

oh my....bkn semudah 2 frens.....

lam aty nie makin nk buang mkin kuat dia tertanam lam aty nie...

yes...kita manusia...fitrah kita t0k sling syg menynyangi.....

but.....

i h0pe ak ley lalui semua ni...

dear...bkn ak mntk semua nie...nie semua ttg perasaan....

mmg t0k xmaw skitkn aty awk...sy trpaksa meniu...wlp0n 1 ary t awk akn lg skit bla awk tw kebenaran...

sy mntk maaf awk....

truly s0rry....

yes i admit here dat I NEED U....I WANT U....I MISS U ALM0ST EVERY SECS....

BUT...I CAN'T MAKE A DECISION DEAR.....

s0rry....;(