l0ve..

salam...fuh...lma gila x update bl0g nie.....

al makl0m la...bekerja....xtentu shift lak 2....kdg kna mlm...kdg kna pg...kdg ptg..haish bpa nya kdg la kn2...he6...

ermmm....tgk tjuk entry kali nie msti dh tw kn ak nk cte ttg pa...

0f c0z la ttg l0ve...

bla dh mkin berum0 ni(cm tua sgt) bwu ak taw yg byk lg dugaan yg kita kna tmp0h...

mmg ak ngaku ak kaple ngn s0wang mamat nie...nma dia jan....penah ak ltak pic dia lam bl0g nie dlu...

tp skunk ak ase x ptt la k0t....

nth...ak xykin ngn dri ak skunk....

pa yg mmpu ak kta skunk aku redha ngn pa dh jd n....j0d0 semua kt tgn ALLAH....

kaple lma cm na skali p0n kal0 dh bukan j0do....putus gak kn...

bukan takat kaple..org yg es0k nk kawen p0n ley putus...

s0 ngn pa dh jd n tgh aku lalui nie byk mngjaq ak erti cinta...erti peng0banan...

ermmmkal0 ada j0d0 ak ngn dia ak ttp ngn dia....

s0.....bercinta b0ley....tp jgn trlalu ltkkn harapn yg tiggi...

that it..salam..

kerja...

salam...waaa...lma gla ak x updated blog nie...cian dia.....

actually ak dh stat qeja...kt na???kt caltex kt2 umah ak ni gak....

dah seminggu lebih dh...alhamdlilah...ok la qeja dia...

tp agk kepenatan kit...c0z caltex ni 24h0urs.....huhuhuh

mmg da shift la kn....

tp td nie da kejadian yg mlu gila...huhuhuda ka ptt ak ley jat0h m0to..kt depan kuanter lak 2...haish....

nek tebai muka ak....huhuh...

ye la...lincin simen 2...bb bwu pas ujan lebat...

xdak la luka..tp kaki ak calar2 gak la...m0to??ermm

pa g...break patah..huhu...esk nk kena p kdai p psang break bwu...

tp malu gila2....huhuuh

haish....pai xley tid0 la nie bb d0k igt hal td....ish...

esk ak qeja ptg lak...sama cm td...blik kul 12 mlm la.....

keja2...cari duit la ktakn....

~_~

selamat ary mama!!

salam...

selamat ary mama...bg ak...mama ak terlau byk bek0rban...

byk sgt6.....ak dh byk kali tgk mama ak skit dsbbkn masalh....

dsebab 2 la ak bgn t0k tlg dia...ak akui ak bkn la berasal dri family yg senang...

mmg susah...

dsebabkn 2 ak x mau idup kmi skeluarga trus susah..

ckup la ak tgk mama ak kerja t0k sara ak....

abah ak p0n qeja...tp apa la sgt gji se0rang drebar l0ri...

t0k menggung kmi yg tgh bljaq....

tp ak respect depa c0z kmi x penah mintak makan kt spa2...depa sediakn evrything t0k kmi..

even xcukup...tp kmi syukur sgt6...

mmg ak la ank pling berd0sa...

let me share wit u...

dlu mama ak just qeja as tukang cuci kt sbuah sek0lah cina agk jauh ngn umah ak...

tyme 2 ak sk0lah rendah kal0 x silap....

atleast tyme 2 x taw pa sgt ttg khidupan....

bila ak dh mual stat jejak sek menengah...ak dh mula knal kwn...

knl erti senang..malu...

ak mula malu nk mgaku mama ak qeja tukang cuci...

betapa jahtnya ak kn????;(

bila cikgu @ kwn ak ty...ak tipu...

ak ckp mama ak x qeja....

tp....ak mula sedaq yg dgn duit 2 la ak blajar...ak mkn mnum...

ak ase berd0sa trsgt6....

hya ALLAH ja tw btpa sengsaranya ak tyme 2...

mcm2 mslah ak tgung...tp...

MAMA....xpenah tgal kn ak....

ak mngamuk cm na p0n...

dia bertahan ngn ak.....bila usia ak mningkt n belajaq idup jauh....

bwu ak taw betapa sshnya idup tnpa mama d sisi....

ak xtaw cm na ak nk idup tnpa dia 1 ary nnti......;(

ALHAMDULILAH skunk ak dah sedar n xkn malu bla ada org ty ttg idup family ak....

bg ak n0thing t0 be hide...

kal0 org 2 ikhlas nk berkawan ngn kita dia xkn tgk semua2 2.....

n...ak hrpkn skunk mama ak dpnjangkn usia....dmurahkn rezeki....

bg ku biar la ak pegi dulu...biar kn ak yg pejam mata dlu....

c0z ak tkut x mmpu nk hadapi dugaan d ary mndatang tnpa insan yg bergelar MAMA.....

i luv u mama....sgt6........

zaman sek0lah...

salam...

erm...nth la...td ak de bkk fb(faceb00k)..

de la tradd cikgu kuanseling sk0lah ak dlu....cikgu suriani nma dia...

dia nie cute sgt...kecik molek je org dia..

tp..mulut petah bbicara....

rindu gle zaman sek0lah dlu...kal0 la ley putar blik msa...(cm nabil wat tyme ML) last week kn best...

nk msuk blik k0lah...nk lepak ngn member...

besttttt sgt6.....even tyme k0lah dlu ak x la nakal mna p0n..

c0z ak nh pengawas...de jwtn lak 2...

s0 nma t kna bersih beb....waaaa...npa ak ttba tingt semua tyme k0lah...

rugi oooo kal0 depa sia2kn....rmai gle xmau p k0lah skunk...

npa la adk2 oi....2 la pnglaman yg pling best...hampa ingt idup as dewasa ni best ke????

ahhh..mmg x la kn...mcm2 tgjwb hmpa kna wat...

dh xley bgntung ngn mak bpak dh...

semua kena wat sendri..

mmg tyme hmpa muda2 ni(cm ak tua sgt) ase nk jd dewasa...

tp bila dh smpai msa hmpa dewasa bwu hmpa akn taw realiti idup sebenaqnya...

2 la byk kes jenayah..sbbnya dh xtw nk truskn idup c0z zaman smkin mju..

semua smkin mahal..s0 xde duit nk bli brang2...

even hampa x pandai p0n at least blajaq la pai SPM....atleast de sijil...

jgn dh kta b0do trus nk jd bodo slma-lamanya....

b0d0 pndai trpulang kt kita...cra kita nk c0rak khidupan kita sndri...

cian ak neng0k cikgu kaunsel0r kt k0lah...

tmbah2 cm sk0lah ak...penat nk nsiht hmpa...sedaq dri la adk2 oii....

kal0 dh ase dh besaq s0 try 2 be MATURED.....2 bwu kta hmpa baguih..

hmpa hebat..ni bukan ngn cra sm0king,racing.....2 smua x gna...

buang karen ja weh.....

haish pa la yg mmbebel nie kn...

actually ak ase sdy n trkilan c0z npa la bbudak skunk ska sia2kn peluang....

xkisah la depa nk bkapel bagai..tp atleast be pr0 beb...

k la....ak undur dri dlu k....tata...

tensi0n....

salam....waaa.....tension sguh....
mgu nie ak da 2 paper final...
ary kames 21/4 de paper LAW.....paper plg tension....huh.....
byk gla nk kna c0ver.....
ary ahad 24/4 paper MAF......paper yg ke-2 stress....
nie ak bwu abish stdy law sikit....tkut gla...huhuhuh..
tyme dipl0ma dlu da gak law tp xla stress cm nie....huhuhuhuhuhuhu....
h0pe kames nie ley la jwb ngn tenang...n ley jwab...amin......
last paper ak jatuh on 3/5 paper MKT(marketing).....
h0pe ak ley la jwab semua2 n dpt result yg dtargetkn.....amin...

never say never!!

see i never thought that i c0uld walk through fire

i never th0ught could i take a burn

i never had the strength to take it higher until i reached the point of know return..

and there just know turning back,when ur heart under attack

g0nna give everything i have...that was my destiny..

i will never say never..i will fight till f0rever..

whenever u knock me down..i will not on the ground..

pick it up....i will never say never!!!!

part 2

then....pe g...sure2 la dia xwat....ntah la..keadaan smkin truk...

siap bl0ck my fb gtu....hahahaah...

wt la p0mpuan....as l0ng as u epi...

ish6..xmatured....xley bdepan ngn kesalahan sndiri.....

EG0.....

ak dh try nk p0st qeja yg dia wt...tp xley....

da pr0b lak...

mb b4 this de yg dh trbaca kn...

tp tyme 2 bl0g ak nie buruk kit...myb c0z qeja dia k0t...~_~

biaq la kt dia...c0z finally ak nya qeja dh abesh...

just tgu nk print n submit....

tgk...dari ak plan nk antaq awl dah trgendala....ish6....

k la... ak mls nk kutuk2 dia...wat tmbah d0sa jep...phala p kt dia..

rugi oooo..

s0 EN0UGH t0k mntk maaf kt dia...

mmg sbagai manusia kta kna memaafkn org laen tp biaq la...

biaq ak tgung d0sa c0z x maafkn p0mpuan cm 2...

biaq kemaafan 2 dtg 1 ary nnti....

bila???? xtaw la....

ak just nk dgr w0rd MAAF @ S0RY... from wh0????

of c0z fr0 that p0mpuan....

2 ja....

k la salam...