never say never!!

see i never thought that i c0uld walk through fire

i never th0ught could i take a burn

i never had the strength to take it higher until i reached the point of know return..

and there just know turning back,when ur heart under attack

g0nna give everything i have...that was my destiny..

i will never say never..i will fight till f0rever..

whenever u knock me down..i will not on the ground..

pick it up....i will never say never!!!!

part 2

then....pe g...sure2 la dia xwat....ntah la..keadaan smkin truk...

siap bl0ck my fb gtu....hahahaah...

wt la p0mpuan....as l0ng as u epi...

ish6..xmatured....xley bdepan ngn kesalahan sndiri.....

EG0.....

ak dh try nk p0st qeja yg dia wt...tp xley....

da pr0b lak...

mb b4 this de yg dh trbaca kn...

tp tyme 2 bl0g ak nie buruk kit...myb c0z qeja dia k0t...~_~

biaq la kt dia...c0z finally ak nya qeja dh abesh...

just tgu nk print n submit....

tgk...dari ak plan nk antaq awl dah trgendala....ish6....

k la... ak mls nk kutuk2 dia...wat tmbah d0sa jep...phala p kt dia..

rugi oooo..

s0 EN0UGH t0k mntk maaf kt dia...

mmg sbagai manusia kta kna memaafkn org laen tp biaq la...

biaq ak tgung d0sa c0z x maafkn p0mpuan cm 2...

biaq kemaafan 2 dtg 1 ary nnti....

bila???? xtaw la....

ak just nk dgr w0rd MAAF @ S0RY... from wh0????

of c0z fr0 that p0mpuan....

2 ja....

k la salam...

p0mpuan

salam....haish punya la susah nk msuk @ log in bl0g nie....
2 la...spa suh tkq email bagai....haish...asrea2....
actually dh lma nk create lam bl0g nie...tp ary nie bwu dpt bkk....
tgk tjuk entry p0n dh taw kn...
P0MPUAN????ak p0n pompuan gak...hik6....
tp ak nk st0ry ttg swg p0mpuan nie...
nth la bg ak p0mpuan nie plik....
mula2 ak dh xmaw besaqkn kes nie....ak dh mula mgalah....dh mntk maaf...tp????
ak ase cm sia2 ja semua 2....
myb dia dh mula cite kt org laen b0ut this....sbb ak ley nmpak org lam klas 2 mula trtya2 npa...
da yg ty ak n iza....tp pa yg kmi ley ckp kmi xtw...kmi cite pa yg kmi ase...
kal0 depa dgq dri pihak dia trpulang nk judge spa salah spa btol...
kal0 ak dok kt tmpat depa ak xkan amik taw.....(cm bzb0dy)
haish...ingt nk menti0n ja nma kt sni...
tp ak still da perikemanusian lg....xmaw org taw spa dia....(even da org ley agK)

p0mpuan nie xpandai nk bezakn peribadi ngn qeja....
ok fine...kal0 ada msalah peribadi p0n jgn smpai kaitkn ngn qeja....
apa yg dia nk lg???nk ak p mlutut kt kaki dia ka???bwu puas aty k0 p0mpuan???
ak dh mgalah...siap mintk maaf byk kali....
bila msj xberbalas..(agknya kal0 blas msj ak,1 msj 5inggit k0t)~_~....
ak try nk tlg k0 lg p0mpuan...kal0 ikut aty iza...dia dh xmaw tulis nma k0....
biar k0 xdpt markah p0n....bwu padan ngn muka k0 yg suci 2....
tp ak slalu bg cdgan n suh bg msa...haish...2 p0n x pandai nk appriciate....
bkn nk tulis kat cni yg ak nie baek tp ak just nk tlg pmudahkn keadaan....
tp p0mpuan nie still EG0 tinggi.....
siap p0st lam fb yg 'org eg0 xkan kmana'hahahaahah
tergelak ak bla pk blik.....
ludah ke langit jatuh tas idung sendiri.....
p0mpuan2.....

npa la ak ni mudah bubah aty....dh mcm2 dia wat...ish6...
let me reveal skit kt cni..(kal0 xske jgn bce)this my bl0g...
dri awl dlu ak dh mntk maaf kt dia.....ak nk bg settlekn assgment ak...
masalhnya skunk ak 1 kmpulan ngn dia...aduyai....
ak da msj dia dh x ingt bla...
tp ak nk wt qeja 2...ary sabtu kal0 x silap....ak n iza tgu dia pai ptg...tp?????
1 msj x blas...kal0 xley dtg gtw....
ok...ak tima...ak pendam ja......
sec0nd msj....ak antq lam fb....msj mntk maaf....
dia reply kt f0n...ty NK SUH DIA WAT BHGIAN MNA?...
ok ak sedap dh aty....ak bg kt dia...bhgian pling mudah...Q&A......
pas 2 mgu lpas ak bg pd(pendrive) kt dia....
ak ckp b4 study week ak nk settle semua benda nie.....then........

b.E.r.S.u.j.U.d

manusia......xsemua sempurna...mmg x pernah sempurna p0n...


menatap dalam kelam....tiada yg bisa ku ingat selain hanya nama mu YA ALLAH...
es0k atau kah nanti ampunilah semua salah ku..lindungi ku dri sgala fitnah
lindungi la aku dari sgala kejahatan...
KAU tempatku meminta...
KAU beri ku bahagia....
jadikn aku selamanya hamba mu yg slalu bertakwa...
ampuniku YA ALLH.....
yg sering mlupakn mu....
yg sering meninggalkn mu tika senang...
mencari bila susah....
subhanllh....
ampuni la ak YA ALLAH.....
dalam sunyi aku BERSUJUD t0k mem0hon
keampunan dri MU....
AMPUNI KU YA ALLAH...=(

d0sa...slalu da dmana2.....
syaitan...slalu mend0rong kita.....
YA ALLAH....jangn la Kau sesatkn hamba mu ini........
tetap kn la aty....iman....agar tidak trpedaya dgn bisikan2 halus....

miss him damm much!! (sec0nd day)

salam...

27/3.....ary kedua dia kt langkawi.....ary ni ak xley nk dud0k....

bkn sbb de bisul ke pe...tp ak rindu gla kt dia....1 ary x dgr brita dia....

smlam skali dia cl ak..ar0und 11.30 mlm...

atleast ilang gak rindu ak...ary ni lnsg dia x cl lg...f0n sntiasa dsisi ak..

bwu dua ary dia jauh...ak dh cm nh...

bl0m 2 bln....skunk ak mla bz kn dri ak ngn keja...ak isw la..

test,quiz n pling pntg final dh nk dkt...

ak xmaw la iktkn prasaan sgt...

tp......XB0LEH!!!

slam 2 taun kmi being fren.....

n hmpir staun kapel......

xpernah xmsj even shari.....

huhuhuhuhuh...

pape p0n ak hrp dia shat kt sna....

n i will always waitng f0r his call.......=(

risaw+sedey

salam.....

as usual mgu ni pnuh ngn ketensenan,ksedihan,kepedihan n smua2 larh...

org yg ak syg dpt keja at MAB(Malaysia Airport Berhad)...alhmdlh...

impian b0th of us trcpai...but yg sedey nya dia kna g kursus @ training f0r 6 m0nths...

nnnnnn pling sdey lagi n0 handf0ne allowed!!!!!!!!

cm na la ak nk lalui temp0h msa ni...

tmbah2 ak nk dkt final...nk dekat test...keja yg bertimbun2....

tmpat ak nk lps stress,nk ngadu dh xde...

last week ak blik penang....ak hya jumpa dia 2 ary jep.....

pg td dia dh bert0lak....

arrrgghhh....huhuhuh...sdey ak sgt6.....

mmg bt0l kta org...bla org 2 ada kt dpan mata kita x trasa ttg dri dia..

tp bla jauh kita mula terasa ketiadaannya.....

ak harp ak mmpu lalui temp0h ni ngn tenang....

ak hrp mmpu wat exam final ak....

stat final ak..21/4 until 3/5....

kpda dia...sy hrp awk jga dri bla ada kt sna k...

even kita x c0ntact lam temp0h 2 sy ykin awk akn ingtkn sy cm mna sy ingt kn awk...

i will always waiting 4 u k....

t0 them...

salam...

benar kta org...xsemua perkara,xsmua perkataan mmpu diluahkn

dgn mulut....

s0..ak amk kputusan t0k luahkn kt sini...

ermmm....

kt kampus nie ak de 2 kwn...nk kta baek 2 baek la gak....

hmpir ksemua kerja we d0 t0gether....

but 2 weeks kebelakangn nie kami dh byk diamkn dri...byk wt hal msing2...

don n0 y.....

kdg ak ase mybe slh ak....kdg ak pk ak too c0mplecated t0k org len fhm...

ak rsa let i reveal everything here....t0 my frens...s0wi...bkn mksd ak nk mlukan sspa...

myb this my way 2 luahkn evrything yg tlah happen....

t0 my h0met0wn fren....

ak ok ngn hg...tp nth sjak smgu 2 nie ak cm xley msuk ngn hg....

ak try tp ttp xley...stat fr0m hg kta nk d**t....xmau mkn...

ak try c0ncern b0ut hg....tp hg xmaw c0ncern lnsg ttg dri hg....

stat on tht day ak dh mula jauhkn dri....

swi if hg ase ak xptt msuk cmpuq lam khidupan hg....

when ak ty ttg pe yg ak xfhm hg ley explain kt ak scra ok tp

hg xley tima kal0 pe yg hg wt 2 salh...tp ak accept it...

c0z kdg ak p0n cm 2 gak....

n pling ak x ley lpa....hg pnah tgikn s0ra kt ak sbb ak tlis nma hg ats skali tyme tut0r law.....

tersentap ak tyme 2....

npa bla hg tlis nma ak ats skali ak xpenah bers0ra.....

ak plik....y????bc0z ltrer mrh bb x bt0l????

ak p0n xperfect....ak taw ak x pandai....ak msuk sni c0z nasib....

but jgn la wat ak ase cm ak pling b0do kt sni....

hg tensi0n kt org len hg lps kt smua....hg wt muka kt smua....

ok....tht ur stlye...i kn0w...

but try 2 c0ntr0l it.....

t0 my new fren....

at first ak ok ngn attitude k0....

tp lma2 ak mla x slesa....

nth la...pe yg ley ak ktakn kt sni,k0 nk org ikut pe yg k0 ckp....

2 ja....

ok la tq everythings c0z byk tumpangkn ak....mmg ak appriciate sgt3....

tp bkn dgn cra 2 k0 nk kmi ikut prangai k0....

ak ok je ngn k0..

tp ary kames last week dh wt ak trsentap....

fine....ak taw ak lmbat pick up ttg sumthing in class...

dsbbkn ak xmw ikut k0 wt s0klan yg k0 nk k0 trus wt muka...

ak ty s0klan kt k0 tp k0 kta xtaw....

pdhl k0 yg ajr ak bnda 2.....

pya la trasa ak tyme 2....

try 2 respect others opinion.....try t0 respect other decision......

that all yg wtkn kmi jd renggang.....kal0 k0rang xley tima pa yg ckp...ak tlis kt sni ak mntak maaf.....

ak taw ak p0n xsempurna...xspandai hampa dua org....but i hv try my best.

s0 gurls.....

h0pe we can be like bef0re....

try 2 change n f0rget the pass...

if b0th of u d0n want t0 be fren wit me anym0re i accept it...

but i really s0ri.....

i just write,tell wat i feel....=(